ur growing up izan ! =D

smpai bile?

2011-11-14T19:16:00.001+08:00

we spent the whole week together, we spent a lot, drain our account. n tonite i really miss him =(

gone

2011-09-24T11:13:00.002+08:00

cinta dtg, cinta pergi..n now it's all gone.. thnx to him for everything.. how do i feel? redha. here must be a better future for me, n not to forget, for him also. we boht make mistake. after a while he didnt understand me. i do love him to d fullest of my heart, but things didnt work out when he chase me away again n again.was crying all nite long alone most of d nights. waiting for his call..but he didnt call..he was sleeping like always. takpe la, i didnt mean anythg to his life, i juz another girl to accompany him whenever he wanted.. but now no more us..i prefer to be alone, laugh, smile n cry alone..fair enough for me. how i wish to hear his voice again, but i knw i will keep hurting myself n crying alone all night long if i get back to him. he will b fine without me coz he always fine with or without me. to amier, thnx a lot..u spent a lot for me, but i juz want to be loved like my other friends..may d right guy will come n love me wif all his heart, n at dat moment whoever d guy is, i will love him back wif all my heart. aminn..

Thank You Allah..Alhamdulillah =)

2011-07-03T21:24:00.003+08:00

mlm ni patut nye kne study coz next week ade block exam, short case, and PBL..tp punye la malas, asyik berangan,tido n makan je..ni br lpas mkn KFC.. =) best sgt, tp blum byr lg kat maisarah..huhu nnti la, esok insyaAllah jumpe n trus byr. well, last friday, on d way balik ari posting kat muar, mase atas bus lg, my mum called.. =) ade good news, berite yg x disangke2... terima kasih yaAllah for d never ending happiness and bless u gave to me n my family.. ayah suddenly agreed nk beli kreta untuk anak bongsu die ni =) yippie! pk2 dlm bus, tanak la beli dulu, igt nk tunggu lpas raye ke or mase final sem nnt, tp bile smpai kat umah ptg tu, tetibe mak ajak g produa trus..then ... dari stardard new myvi, tetibe upgrade jd premium new myvi..auto lg...hahaha! ayah kuar duet muke, monthly pun ayah byr kn..SAYAANNNNGGG ayah!!!! so dh berangan dh nk jd doctor cpat2 nk balas jase mak n ayah n my other sisters yg very supportive and understanding... then ptg td along anta blk kolej, kat kolej pun takde mood nk study..saje je la jalan2 kat google..tetibe tergatal plak nk cari wedding planner..dpt la number Kak Liza yg telah mengiklan kan diri die as d wedding planner yg very sporting. dh call die, chewahhhh..blum pape dh trus call kan.. call die, then kire2 budget around rm100 k ..coz nk buat dkat 5 star hotel untuk blah amier, n satu lg kt my home or ballroom je..duet hantaran? hehehehe trying to call my hubby, tp tak pick up smapi skang, dkat gym lg la tuh..huhu.. dh dpt wedding planner, now target nk kumpul duet untuk kawen.. bfore dat, ade bende laen nk disetel kan, my hubby nye dream bike @ superbike, then his bisness capital..we plan dpt setel kn bende ni by end of diz year..then nk anta my parents g umrah dulu, hope sgt dpt anta my parents g umrah mase bulan ramadhan next year..huhu.. dh pk2 plg lmabt pun dgn izin Allah, another 2 years br dpt settle down dgn my hubby..tp bfore dat kne cari rumah..tp rumah wud be another story sbb tak tau lg kiterang ni akan settle down for good kat mane =) untuk br2 kahwen nnt, cari rumah simple je,then ade rezeki br beli yg besar sket, rumah lame sewakan dulu.. semoga urusan kami dipermudahkan =)

i shud b praying

2011-01-17T19:59:00.002+08:00

hey sabreena, by d way, gud news havent reached u yet huh? well, im back wif my hubby for good =) it's such a missunderstanding anyway, but yeah laa, who knws kan?.. wuteve it is i knw i hv my God to believe in.. if it's meant to be, then it's meant to be. so, pray hard!

today my monday schedule went well so far, class from 8am to 4.20pm, had my lunch wif my hubby on d line, then took some nap bfore magrib..watched some pathetic malay drama online, and now, here i am! =)

d news dat we were not invited for d Qiamullail had spread all over d campus, then ppl start to b in d knw dat me, izzah, dayana, syikin, pika, n syued are actually in different "Jemaah" from d rest of d muslimah.it's going to b a real hard path for us to go through diz jemaah all alone, but sumhow i believe, if im sincerely do good to Islam, then Allah will help me for d rest of my life. we are isolated from their activities , but no cry, we have Allah to depend on.

cheers to d other friends. do good, n harm. i dun judge u guys like how u judge me. i was born to be on my very ownslef, not as a 'copycatter'.. huhu..

i miss my hubby nway, having him around me make my day seriously meaningful. we do laugh n fight wif each other n dat make our relationship closer n d bonding even tighter than yesterday. o' Allah, plz bless our relationship as we stil want to spend time together in lifeafter..ameen..

i miss u

2011-01-13T13:14:00.002+08:00

i miss u..i tot d words belong to me..mine alone..rupenye im wrong.. his love not belong to me.. yaAllah, knp jd mcm ni.. izan ikhlas menyayangi die..tak terdetik pun bende ni sume bleh jd..past 3 days we were perfectly happy together..tp hari ni sume nye hilang..tak pe la, tkde rezeki izan nk bersame lelaki sehebat die..tak tau nk buat ape skrang. izan harap die hepi,mcm selalu.. izan rindu die,tp sume nye dh tak mcm dulu..selame ni izan sorang je yg btul2 berharap..amier masih lg mencari perempuan yg btul2 sesuai dgn die..bkn jodoh izn dgn amier..izan redha..

shud i mention d name?

2010-03-18T23:53:00.003+08:00

=) waa... am comin back to diz page! well, diz is d current issue dat im facing rite now.. sumone wants me to be d gurl by his side..but i refused n i feel bad bout it coz hes my own fren.. alaa..rimas la benda2 mcm ni.. havent u heard 'single so let's mingle?' ...i mean, there r so many things i wana do before having sumone as my life partner. unless u really serious bout it, then meet up my parents la. wuts a big deal bout dat? kalau setakat nk kapel2 ni, adeyh..demm sengal kot. wuteve it is.. =) im fine.

back?

2010-03-18T12:27:00.001+08:00

hehe.. such a long hiatus..hurm..no la, currently im not in a gud mood so dats y im ere. nutin much to talk bout..but im depressed...im hurting sumone, n apparently hes avoiding. so wut to do??? huhu.. ah, wuteve~

=D

2009-12-10T23:45:00.000+08:00

i hv wonderful nite,.. thnx to Dr Myat for being bz during our surgery posting.hehe. we juz need (practically me alone,not we) sum break.huhu. so im rearranging my stuffs in diz luvly romm, switchin on ambi pur air freshener etc etc. i found a small post-it note, so i hv an idea to write my daily homework on it, make my life much easier since i tend to forget so many things in few hours,no i thnk in few seconds. me n dayana planned for GM Diet, but it seems like it doesnt work on me,so me continue wif my own diet.hehehe. in fact i can even save money for dat. eat more fruits! yummy! i luv our local fruits! well, proud to be malaysian. lol =p so tomorrow morning, i hv a plan to reread prof's note so i wont be like an empty bottle in d ward. hopin we manage to find better cases by tomorrow n also saturday. saturdy in ward? hoho.. i thnk i'll be fine wif such schedule, at least i do sumthg rather than sleeping soundly in my room =D nice sharing wif u sabreena, but seriously i feel good tonite, i wana be sumone new from tonite. i wish i can make up my own words to my own self. yeah, at least i knw i'll try =D empower d good side of me as a typical malay gurl. am signing off for now. hope to see u soon.

all over again

2009-10-25T22:38:00.000+08:00

loneliness not killing me but deep down in my heart i feel so bad, i feel so stupid. hes playin around me n change me to sumone stupid..as if really stupid. seriously diz is too much. i cant take it anymore, ive decided to turn my back.

talk bout my mum, no idea.. i thnk it's time for me to be more independent..dad.. yeah there r so many things u didnt knw, but sumhow i thnk u hv to knw. it's ok then, no matter wut, i better be prepared from now onwards. i luv everyone who cares bout me but sumhow d sun not always shining all day long. off for now, thnx for sharing ppl.

last week in manipal

2009-08-09T17:48:00.000+08:00

hey sabreena.. nutin much to say. but i cant wait to leave diz place.i wana stay close wif my parents n be a gud gurl to d world. to all batch 20, cheers!

new beginning and i found my reason..

2009-06-10T07:52:00.000+08:00

وَأَنزَلۡنَآ إِلَيۡكَ ٱلۡكِتَـٰبَ بِٱلۡحَقِّ مُصَدِّقً۬ا لِّمَا بَيۡنَ يَدَيۡهِ مِنَ ٱلۡڪِتَـٰبِ وَمُهَيۡمِنًا عَلَيۡهِ‌ۖ فَٱحۡڪُم بَيۡنَهُم بِمَآ أَنزَلَ ٱللَّهُ‌ۖ وَلَا تَتَّبِعۡ أَهۡوَآءَهُمۡ عَمَّا جَآءَكَ مِنَ ٱلۡحَقِّ‌ۚ لِكُلٍّ۬ جَعَلۡنَا مِنكُمۡ شِرۡعَةً۬ وَمِنۡهَاجً۬ا‌ۚ وَلَوۡ شَآءَ ٱللَّهُ لَجَعَلَڪُمۡ أُمَّةً۬ وَٲحِدَةً۬ وَلَـٰكِن لِّيَبۡلُوَكُمۡ فِى مَآ ءَاتَٮٰكُمۡ‌ۖ فَٱسۡتَبِقُواْ ٱلۡخَيۡرَٲتِ‌ۚ إِلَى ٱللَّهِ مَرۡجِعُڪُمۡ جَمِيعً۬ا فَيُنَبِّئُكُم بِمَا كُنتُمۡ فِيهِ تَخۡتَلِفُونَ
surah al-Maeda ,verse 48

And unto thee have We revealed the Scripture with the truth, confirming whatever Scripture was before it, and a watcher over it. So judge between them by that which Allah hath revealed, and follow not their desires away from the truth which hath come unto thee. For each We have appointed a divine law and a traced-out way. Had Allah willed He could have made you one community. But that He may try you by that which He hath given you (He hath made you as ye are). So vie one with another in good works. Unto Allah ye will all return, and He will then inform you of that wherein ye differ. (48)

Dan Kami turunkan kepadamu (wahai Muhammad) Kitab (Al-Quran) dengan membawa kebenaran, untuk mengesahkan benarnya Kitab-kitab Suci yang telah diturunkan sebelumnya dan untuk memelihara serta mengawasinya. Maka jalankanlah hukum di antara mereka (Ahli Kitab) itu dengan apa yang telah diturunkan oleh Allah (kepadamu) dan janganlah engkau mengikut kehendak hawa nafsu mereka (dengan menyeleweng) dari apa yang telah datang kepadamu dari kebenaran. Bagi tiap-tiap umat yang ada di antara kamu, Kami jadikan (tetapkan) suatu Syariat dan jalan agama (yang wajib diikuti oleh masing-masing) dan kalau Allah menghendaki nescaya Dia menjadikan kamu satu umat (yang bersatu dalam agama yang satu), tetapi Dia hendak menguji kamu (dalam menjalankan) apa yang telah disampaikan kepada kamu. Oleh itu berlumba-lumbalah kamu membuat kebaikan (beriman dan beramal soleh). Kepada Allah jualah tempat kembali kamu semuanya, maka Dia akan memberitahu kamu apa yang kamu berselisihan padanya. / (48)

annoyed

2009-06-10T01:33:00.000+08:00

rs600 per month for dat.wuteve~yeah im not as slim as u,so i hv to starve for a week to gain my shape, but still dat wud nvr be enuf. so wut? at least i dun need to spend

bufday shida =D..

2009-05-07T23:59:00.002+08:00

kerala wud be d last place??hurm.. bangalore n mangalore?

2009-05-05T03:10:00.000+08:00

=D best gile naek houseboat kat kerala..percutian mewah ala2 diraja.hahaha..
well, i do enjoy my hols wif ..d pic will be updated later k!=D wink! k sabreena, got posting tomorrow, but i think my turn will come d day after tomorrow.hopin we dun hv patient tomorrow.hehehe. not ready enuf~

pink of health?

2009-04-29T02:42:00.000+08:00

well, simply say, i dun feel as if im in d pinkof health, somthing wrong..all i knw, i hv too eat frequently but in a small amount.. diabetes? pancreatic disorder? owh.. plz dun. am too young.. hope everytg is ok..maybe, im juz a lil bit tired since our clinical phase started few weeks ago..sigh~
i hv to be mentally n physically prepared..hopin, i wont be fainting or black out again..so..bfast is a must, n some choc as an immediate glucose supply.. wut else...owh yeah, plain water 2litre per day also important maa.. huuu... k la..so many things to be done tomorrow morning..

T2D- laundry..tapau lunch... some revision regarding obstetric-follicular development,...

wuteve~

2009-04-27T18:50:00.000+08:00

hey all, mls gile nk update, but juz wana share u sumthing bout my fav lecturer ever- Dr Santosh Pai.. luv him!! sooo fatherly..hes such a great doctor !! k la..well, i do enjoy listening to my neighbour tgh jaming kat apartment atas..my osmet said it's soo bising, but i luv it! haha.. =p
izans signing off~

malasnye~

2009-04-22T22:08:00.000+08:00

hey sabreena, byk sgt kne cover, tp diz few weeks mmg malas gile. so reality check izannn!!!!!

5 mins of blab

2009-04-21T01:53:00.000+08:00

how does it feel to be admitted in a ward n no one there to be wif u?

how does it feel to b d gurl will be getin married wif one sweet guy?

how does it feel to be all alone?

how doest it feel to hv so many friends around u?

how does it feel when if u lost ur own freedom?

wala.....

laaa

2009-04-19T12:32:00.000+08:00

i was tagged!

well,sumthg bout d pic above.

1. Do you think you are HOT?

1.Do you think you hot?
heh?not really.

2. Why do you like this picture?
i luv d effect, pretty cool..n my pic itself was taken sumwhere in London, brings me a lot of memories.simply said,d pic uploade above was stiffs,silent, totally d same wif my feelings when d pic was taken.

3. When was the last time you ate pizza?
pizza isnt my fav..so d last time i ate my very own pizza was about moe than 3 years ago,when Uncle Yasin brought me to Pizza Hut in Melaka. or else, i juz ate a small piece of pizza from my frenz's hand.i juz dun wana hurt them if i refused to eat their pizza.

4. The last song you listen to?
secondhand serenade-fall for u

5. What are you doing right now besides this?
makan apple. ngap ngap ngap

6. What name u prefer besides yours?
ryn- sum pplg call me this.given my my uncle back in Melaka.

7. People to tag ?
nobody.

8. Who is no.1?
My Creator

wala.! im done..kk.. nk mandi, kemas bilik sket2 then g visit shidaton kat hosp..take care all.cheers!

baek & jahat

2009-04-13T21:06:00.000+08:00

org2 baek mmg gitu kot..wut to do, im not gud enuf..fine.but they dun deserve to judge me for who i am.. do they kw wut gona happen to them tomorrow or later? yeah, may Allah bless them...and may i hv hidayah from My Creator.amin..

moody

2009-04-11T15:28:00.000+08:00

im sick of everyone

penat

2009-04-08T20:04:00.000+08:00

lalalala.. dun feel like blogin, so i juz hadsome blogwalkin here n there.. my posting today? well, i met an old guy wif gastric carcinoma..we were discussing bout all d clinical finding etc etc..wana knw bout gastric carcinoma? haha.. naah.. i dun talk bout those crappy stuffs in my blog..wud be enuf to deal wif such things all day long,n nite i sti hv to do some revision n all. sigh~ life isnt so easy dude! =D k all.. cheers!

blackout

2009-04-07T22:00:00.000+08:00

morning---> bfast chocos dgn goodlife milk segelas..my fav cereal since d first year i reached manipal

8am class ----> lecturer surgery baru, so fatherly..luk strict but d way he taught us was really gud =D

9.15am-----> naek bus g hospital, then wait for d lecturer at d hall..an intern show up n told us dat theres a surgery case in d surgery ward..so we went down to d ward visiting d patient. we tried to take some history from d patient but unfortunaterly he didnt knw english.eheh?? mohan n puteri try speak tamil, but they didnt really get them. well, india has more than 25 languages which are all totallly deviated to each other .big sigh~

then d lecturer cum to us help us out wif sum explaination bout d neuropathy ulcer present on d sole of d old patient..then...hehehe. ooppss.. blackout! laalalal.. malunye!! camne la bleh pegsan tetibe, i think coz of dehydration since i was sweating a lot! hehehehe.. so next time i hv to drink more water!! malu nye! thnx to everyone =D d lecturer was damn worried.hehe. but im doin fine now!

11.34am ---> goin back !

2.00pm ---> we were late! nura ask me, bawak air tak? =D ngee..i said DAYANA! yeah! dayana pembekal air yg berjaya! hahaha my excuse-" takde botol air..i'll buy it later =D"
goin to d bus stop by auto,well d bus still there, we d door closed!... an hour class in hall..yeay!! but a lot to read for tomorrow ..sigh~

4.00pm ---> goin back by our own, not by college bus. mai n dayana accompanied me to bog bazaar for d sake of getin a pink tumbler n a case for my pink stethoscope.plus... a new purple t-shirt! hehe.. but d design exactly d same wif d shirt dat i already hv =D ngeee!!! before goin back to our apartment, dropin by to Raj Tailor to collect our hand sock for surgery gown =D i paid for all..

6.00pm ---> d book dat we ordered had arrived! paid rs4000 for those books. sigh~ then had dinner wif luvly osm8.. had my bath before dinner.. =D takut buncit! then performed my maghrib prayer..reciting al-Quran. then..... wala! updatin my blog!

7.47pm ----> stil updatin my blog wif sum blogwalking...waiting for isya,...also reading sum tafsir of surah al-Imran... d rest of d nite i hv to study n study..anyone have sum nice song to be recommended??...

???????pm/am -----> zZzZzZZzZz

first day of clinical phase..how does it feel izan?

2009-04-06T20:13:00.000+08:00

=D hehe.. i was damn nervous since few days ago.. duno y, but d fact to face d patients, getin into d real world of my own profession , d responsiblities dat im goin to deal wif etc etc make me afraid to face another day..am i gud enuf to treat patient? am i big enuf to handle such rsposibilities..well, juz like wut my frenz said, once ur in it, u hv to deal wit if.no turning back.

so basically, first day lg dh screwed up =D ngee!!! but im not alone, it juz a technical problem or i can say 'telefon rosak'.. our morning session was burnt juz like dat, my batch stranded at d surical ward without any lecturer or doctors approaching us.. so we didnt do anytg diz morning until diz afternoon, it's our lunch break.so sum frenz told us we have to report our attendance at d surgical OPD..n u knw wut, our lecturer was there..he was actually waiting for us down there for a couple of hours... huu.~~ wut to do..no one be blamed, diz is our first time, so we knw nutin bout d procedure... hehe.. luckily, he said he didnt blame anyone coz diz is our first day..haish..!! =D so all of us got our attendance even we didnt do anytg diz morning.hehehe.

then at d evening we hv surgical class at d hall in d hospital itself..d best part for today was,... d journey to d hospital by BUS!! ngee =D i luv it! duno y, but i feel like riding an unicorn!!! gulp!hurmm.. am i d only one who feel like dat? ok wuteve~ =D

cant wait for tomorrow coz i wana be in d bus again! haha. so tonite i hv to do some report for m journal.i plan to collect all d signature by tomorrow, hope our lecturers satisfy wif my journal! pray for me buddy!!! all after all, i miss my dad!!! miss my mum more =D

cheers to all! njoy ur day!

liqa' mahabbah

2009-04-05T15:19:00.000+08:00

mlm td ade liqa' mahabbah, so pnat gile smpai tak larat nk update my blog. hv more n more picture, i'll be uploading later coz my camera tgh charge so mls nk bgn amik..heheh.. wut a sunday~ sgt mls, baju dh masuk washing machine tp tak gerak2 lg...nk bgn masuk bathroom pun malas even bathroom dh sedia ade dlm bilik..nk gerak dari katil pun rase mcm tak de ATP to be concumed even sbnarnye terlebih ATP smapi jd adipose tissue dh.. wala.. nutin much last nite, cume gelak2 tgk junior, cuci2 mate, then we start remembering our first day arrieved in manipal n d stories went all nite long... well, due to my organizer , i hv so many things to be done. my clinical will be starting tomorrow, so dh start jumpe patient esok..ngengenge.. cant wait to use my pink stethoscope!! i'll upload its pic later =p wink! k la.. nk g jalan2 at d other's blog...

its my burfday ppl! =D

2009-04-03T19:56:00.001+08:00

well, baru balik dari piccolo, it's a cool place if u wana hang out wif ur gurl frenz since they serve fantastic n delicious ice cream over there. it's kinda surprise party for my burfday, all of my gud budies were there at d party. i like it =D kinda bz, my hp cant stop ringing, d inbox is totally full, my desk is a mess since i got so many presents from my buddies..hugs, hand-shaking, wishes, bufday song are everywhere..i feel like a superstar all day long today. hahaha.. but d sweetest part was d cakes they bought for me last nite, hehehe, dat was a combination of choc fantasy, black forest n mos choc...wala! luv them all... we also had pizza, potato lover n also chicken lover...hehe.. wut a mini midnite party we had..~ oh yeah, i also had a lunch date wif my osmet n aisyah but maisarah cudnt joint us since shes fasting today =D it's ok, she promise wana treat me later..i'll wait! hehe. to dayana n syik, thnx for evrytg!

i like d bracelet i got from wid n elena..damn nice..so girly n suit my wrist very well.i wud prefer silver rather than gold, n well, they knw my taste very well =D see, i cudnt take it off from my wrist.. basically, most of d presents are pink, n fairy-tale priness style, hahaha..i luv it like anytg! wif d star pillow keep me warm when im in bed =D diz is soo heaven. pink girly tops from haz n wani make me jumpin here n there, cant wait to wear it!etc etc..

my mum n sis called me early in d morning.we talk n laugh together like alwiz. cant wait to go back to malaysia for gud. i really2 miss my famili.u guys hv no idea how much i miss them..

well, hafiz promise me to bake a cake n ake caramel special for my bufday =D so tomorrow morning i'll be having such a superb bfast..hihi..cant wait!!!! n i muiz introduce a new band to me,walaaa... i think im gona be one of d fanatic fan of d band song, lyrics suit me well =D

hey all, thnx again n again... tak kisah la u guys wana lable me as tak matang,kekanak or wuteve, but all i knw life is great if u knw how to manage ur stress! =D

new beginning?

2009-03-20T04:19:00.000+08:00

well, met my other frenz- shida , sarah , tika..then tonite we were lepaking at cafe cik dollah until d cafe was closed. i miss them, but i think i miss syik n dayana more.n i miss my famili n ain d most! am i really growing up, or it juz a seasonal mood which me myself unable to define.? duno la, but for me, i dun feel like talkin to anyone lately.i hv no idea wuts wrong wif me. travelling all around india make me fell restore, n think bout my roots. my Creator, my future n my family. i dun wana talk bout guys / soulmate/ life partner or wuteve u call it. duno, i feel gud being alone coz d fact dat i hv my famili, my frenz, n my future..Alhamdulillah =D wut i hv in my mind rite now is dat if it's meant to be, then it's meant to be. i knw i gona hv one, it juz d matter of time. so for d time being, i better do wuteve am i suppose to do at my age. marriage? naah, told ya, it juz d matter of time. so from now on i wana improve my life, my attitude especially..

damn, am i talking too much bout life? is dat wut we call mature? ah, wuteve..i juz type wuteve cross in my mind. all in all, i luv traveling.money doesnt matter, coz a shopaholic like me only luking for a gud n branded stuffs to bring along in our shoping luggage.haha. i dun brag, but it juz me. im not coming from a well-to-do family, but it juz me. ngee =D well, got so many other stuffs to be done before we start our semester. i hv to be physically n mentally prepared for my clinical phace.

countdown to go back to malaysia is d first thing i wana do now.haha! so tomorrow i promised hida n sum other frenz to go end point.walkathon! hehe..then i hv to finish up my laundry, later i hv to clean myself thoroughly =p maybe by afternoon ill be sleeping all day long.but then in d evening i hv to go to heritage n pick up my textbooks.aha! i hv to call azfar before noon and ask him bout our stethoscope.huhu..hopefully he can bring us dat thing. hurm, i wana go to reebok shop to find a new sneaker for my clinical phase since my sneaker rite now is used for jogging every morning n evening. huhu. then i hv to tell tika bout her backpack, in such a way i hv to bring it to laundry uncle in front of nehru hostel.hurm..

wut else for tomorrow...dats it i think.how bout house chores n all? ngee =D let see if im pancit or not, if not i wana clean up our apartment a lil bit before syik n dayana going back home.later i hv to start my qiamulail n anytg dat cud make me closer wif my Creator =D wish me luck anyway sabreena..hurm.one more thing, i hv to find a way to improve my english..hehe. k sabreena, gtg.. xoxo

it's more than another day of my life

2009-03-14T09:07:00.001+08:00

hehe.. nurani n dayana..mase g open house. we luk hepi together rite? yes we are!

my osm8..n maisarah wasnt there coz shes d one who snap diz pic.

well,purposely uploading diz pic coz i miss them all!!!

khabar2 nya bkn calang wanita

2009-03-13T09:01:00.000+08:00

hye sabreena..well, i got nutin else to do sabreena, keep on refreshing my facebook to check on ppl in my network who hit me for any response. we planned to go to heritage bookshop after had our morning jog, but since im not sure enuf bout d booklist dat we got from d senior, so we decided to wait for our own batch booklist. sumone recommended me to watch d witch, i think it's a korean tv series which are complete uploaded in syik's external disc, i juz watched d very first episode n i startted to get bored..whoa!! yawn! zZzZZzzz.. hehe.. well, diz is wut we call boring sickness, only happen in those who we call nerdy! lol! i miss my mum n dad so much, i miss mi niece and nephew like anythg! haha.. ooopps! did i juz said dat? lalalalala..

i wanna be sumone better from sec to another to sec..juz luv to be myself, alhamdulillah, i think i got more than enuf =D happiness, luxury n all..juz hopin i wont be such an ungrateful slave.. so, ena, hida n i , hv to find sumthing for our lunch, i hv nutin in my mind,but i am hungry.hehehe. getin slimmer? on progres i hope! hehe.. all in all i hv to drink a lot! awet muda? maintain younger? so, 6hrs night sleep wud be gud enuff i guess..12 to 6..i wish i cud start my qiamulail.. i wana be closer to Allah, my Creator, i wana learn more bout my own religion..maybe dats how how i cud get a gud man to be my life partner.

well, when on d earth i cud make my dreams cum true? i cud hv it right n now n then.but it wont visible juz like dat.gud things always cum later.so better get prepare for it from now.

well sabreena, im calculatin my own account, i wish i cud by everyone sum souveniour , n presents for my parents and other family member, but d thing is, me myself need a lot of money for my coming semester..n plus, me myself eat a lot! hehe.. duno how to manage, but i wud luv to try, since im on my diet program. hehe.. guys? well, dun wana talk bout it since i think im not ready yet, it's all bout spending time wif my frenz, my family, myself, n my future.. see... i got so many othe commitments instead of being such a loyal lover.haha. wuteve~ well, i think im so addicted to travel around d world. hehe.juz need sum companions who can be in d same boat wif me.not d one who make me annoyed most of d time. i miss syik n dayana.duno y..but traveling together make us get closer, even closer than before. seriously i miss them a lot! cant wait to meet them again after die holiday.

so, i think im ready for my lunch.damn hungry man! hehe. k sabreena, talk to u later, oh yeah, i need to check on my weight at fudcourt to see how does it work after exercising n all! hehe. xoxo!

getin slim

2009-02-17T21:24:00.000+08:00

how to say. damn stressful, hv to loe my weight, getin smaller hips n ass. but things didnt work out as i wish it wud be. so wuteve it is...i think i hv to do both, exercise costant n vigorously wif diet.hah!hopin by end of march cud wear wuteve i want. k sabreena. wish me luck! xoxo

kurus?

2009-02-16T02:48:00.000+08:00

well, im bout to start my dietary program..so hopin today wud be d last day i spend my nite wif heavenly mocha from barista shop.hehehe. so every morning, well be startin wif jog! lalala. k sabreena, gtg, hav to stay up tonite to study! coz i knw ill be totally flat tomorrow morning! k then. later. xoxo

only practical is left for d exam

2009-02-15T17:53:00.000+08:00

wala! hye sabreena.how r u doin? hehe.. as if u cud answer me la kan..well, i went for a jog diz mornin, damn pancit, but i hv a second tot to do it again diz eve, n next morning..hehe..nk kurus! nk kurus! juz got back from rivaldale, bought two gurlish tops, which are sooo me! hehehe.. but wuteve it is, i dun shop for fun, i bought those tops bcoze its kinda sopan, n cover my ass..huhu.. see! i deserve to buy it isnt it? nutin wrong to change n be sumone gud in diz case, to be more sopa, jage aurat n all.. wink! *blush* hehehe. saving? hurm, no idea...i juz buy n eat wuteve i want..i knw i hv to keep sum money for d fututre, thigs wudnt be d same once i reached malaysia for gud..yeah, since my dad cudnt work anymore, he's not as healthy as before, it juz he has gout arthritis which already dissemintaed from his ankle to his knee joint.. he wants to go for work, but he juz cudnt do dat. luv u dad! i wish i cud help..O Allah, U r d Best Creator n d Best Helper. only U can help us,me n family. insyaAllah, my dad will be fine. Amin ... =)

hurm, cant wait to finish my exam, then ready for our holiday, n continue my diet program..uhuk! well, i need to lose my weight before d next sem starts. k sabreena, update u late! xoxo.

shud i bother?

2009-01-18T04:39:00.000+08:00

like alwiz, i juz hate it when ppl hv to reschedule her routine juz bcoze of me, u knw wut, if u wana do wuteve u wanted to do, juz go on, plzz do so. like i care? i dun even bother. huhu. pretty bz wif sum stuffs, preparing myself for final exam, hv a good momentum at d beginning, hopin to be better than today, need sum improvement for my routine n all. so im starting wif read them all over again, so by cumin tuesday, once i get back my past years answers back, i'll start crack my head wif past years quest. all in all, i hope i can do it well, juz wana pass all papers. may Allah help me throughout diz exam season. ameen..

well, talkin bout life here, hurm..being alone is much better i guess, so i dun bother bout others, wut they do etc etc.. huuu..like i care? yeah, i do.hehe,.. wuteve ryn. k la sabreena, hvto wake up early tomorrow, exercise then study . finish up all d lacking part of d first block then start to revise my 2nd block syllabus.3rd block? i'll juz go through it wif d past years,so savin sum time rather than i stick to note reading without any output or crackin my own head. so let see how i can speed up my brain n widen up my eyes persistently. huhu.. big task huh? yeah, i knw i can do it! k sabreena. bye!

demmit!

2009-01-13T21:41:00.000+08:00

a really nice song ..k sabreena. i got tense up wif airtel internet connection.dammit. dun wana waste ma time. signin off~

stomachache

2009-01-11T16:58:00.000+08:00

such a long hiatus i didnt drop by to diz page. duno y, i juz dun feel like posting anytg ea. but now, i hv sum urge to do dat, so i juz post few minute of blab ea =D nway, will be having pharmac practical tomorrow evening, so i shud be studyin rite now, but since im sooo malas like a pig today, so im juz leisuring around, surfing here n there, looking for sumthin juicy..urm...yeah, nutin much.

prayin for all muslim in palestin, hope they are strong enuf to be standing against israel .no matter wut, Allah alwiz wif them, those mujahidin,.. they r brave enuf to sacrifice their lives for Islam.. proud of them =) may Allah bless u bro n sister! we r alwiz prayin n thinkin of u..

hurm.. i called ain juz now, it was about an hour conversation, talking bout life, medic, doctor's life , studies n all.. such a mature conversation from 22 years old young n flirtious ladies like us..for me, dat was totally not matang,i mean, d topic sounds matang, but a points at we both had were totally bimbo.hehe. yeah, but at least we didnt gossip bout other n stuffs related to dat. we grow up together, as a fren, we luv, we hate, n we ned each other, we r d competitor for each other but dats all we need in our relationship. such relationship makes us become sumone better than yesterday,.. well Kak Ayul, may happiness lies within u! =D

so wuts cuminn up next? hv to stick wif my notes..huhu. stocmachache! dun do like diz tomorrow k my cutey stomach! huhu. k then, ryn signing off for now~

at d beginning.

2009-01-01T16:24:00.000+08:00

We were strangers
Starting out on a journey
Never dreaming
What we'd have to go through
Now here we are
And I'm suddenly standing
At the beginning with you

No one told me
I was going to find you
Unexpected
What you did to my heart
When I lost hope
You were there to remind me
This is the start

Life is a road
And I want to keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road
Now and forever
Wonderful journey

I'll be there
When the world stops turning
I'll be there
When the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

We were strangers
On a crazy adventure
Never dreaming
How our dreams would come true
Now here we stand
Unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you

Life is a road
And I want to keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road
Now and forever
Wonderful journey

I'll be there
When the world stops turning
I'll be there
When the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

I knew there was somebody somewhere
Like me alone in the dark
Now I know my dream will live on
I've been waiting so long
Nothing's gonna tear us apart

Life is a road
And I want to keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road
Now and forever
Wonderful journey

I'll be there
When the world stops turning
I'll be there
When the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

Life is a road and I wanna keep going
Love is a river I wanna keep going on....
Starting out on a journey
Life is a road and I wanna going
Love is river I wanna keep flowing
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you.

my current fav song.kinda wastin my time today, but it shudnt be a prob coz im gona hit d nite later.lalalalalala. hafta study for my block exam, n unis for sure =)

Penelope by pinback

2008-12-22T19:12:00.000+08:00

Oh Penelope
Are you filled with air
Swallowed oxygen
That makes you float up?
Its a travesty
Will your lungs swell?
It’s depressing me
To see you struggle

Oh Penelope
Are you filled with air
Swallowed oxygen
That makes you float up?
its a travesty
Will your lungs swell?

It’s depressing me
To see you struggle
I’m treading water with my oars
Glass galeons anchored, oceans floor
I’m diving down with all my gear
In search of treasure, para mi corazon

Take you to the forest
Let you feel the raindrops falling down
Seeping through your redscales
Eliminate the faucet
Eliminate the need for water
Replace it with a safe shell

Don’t wanna see you floating upside down
On the top of the bowl when I
Come round to visit you
Don’t wanna see you floating upside down

No girl
Need you there, Need you there, Need you there
Ooh Release that air
(I’m treading water with my oars
Glass galeons anchored, oceans floor
I’m diving down with all my gear
In search of treasure, para mi corazon)

Take you to the forest
Let you feel the raindrops falling down
Seeping through your redscales
Eliminate the faucet
Eliminate the need for water ..
Replace it with a safe shell

sdg mood malas dan berfoya2~ lalalalalalala.. sumone knockin my heart, but dun feel like to open it rite now coz like alwiz, diz heart is too fragile to be touched by sum unwanted ppl. nway, we'll stil be frenz. =D

Mythology | Reviewer: Marcus | 1/7/08

I thought this song was about penelope from mythology. Penelope is the wife of Odysseus. Odysseus leaves for the trojan war on a "galleon" and penelope waits for him for twenty years. She has many courtships and promises to marry one of them once she finishes knitting a funeral shroud or something like that. She knits every day and every day she un-does the work she did that day so that she can keep waiting for Odysseus. He wants to get back to her, "treading water with his oars", but he can't. Odysseus built their home around a tree so that water would leak in the hole in the roof..."take you to the forest, let you feel the raindrops...". Odysseus doesn't want to come back and find his wife dead or remarried. Just a thought. *shrug*

fake hope

2008-12-09T20:15:00.000+08:00

i juz didnt realize it i put a hope on d sky. yeah, such a high hope, but when i think it back, not dat high.not high at all,haha. wuteve ryn~ wel, got a song ddct from ril. a malay song, havent heard malay song such a long time, n today sumone ddct it to me, lalalala, kinda freakin out..haha.. wuteve ryn~ here check it out.. me n zed? naah, we juz fren, or maybe juz like my brother i guess. k la, got program tonite. dinner dinner~ huhu

just stand up

2008-12-02T18:59:00.000+08:00

Charity single by all-star female artists.

Written by: Kenneth "Babyface" Edmonds & Ronnie Walton

Produced by: Kenneth "Babyface" Edmonds, Antonio "L.A." Reid

Sung by: Mariah Carey, Mary J. Blige, Beyonce Knowles, Ashanti, Keyshia Cole, Ciara, Miley Cyrus, Fergie, Rihanna, Leona Lewis, Natasha Bedingfield, Sheryl Crow, Melissa Etheridge, LeAnn Rimes and Carrie Underwood

Lyrics:

Beyonce: The heart is stronger than you think
It's like it can go through anything
And even when you think it can't it finds a way to still push on, though

Carrie: Sometimes you want to run away
Ain't got the patience for the pain
And if you don't believe it look into
your heart the beat goes on

Rihanna: I'm tellin' you that
Things get better
Through whatever
If you fall, dust it off, don't let up

Sheryl: Don't you know you can go be your own miracle

Beyonce: You need to know

CHORUS
Sheryl: If the mind keeps thinking you've had enough
But the heart keeps telling you don't give up

Sheryl/Beyonce: Who are we to be
questioning, wondering what is what
Don't give up
THROUGH IT ALL, JUST STAND UP!

Fergie: It's like we all have better days
Problems getting all up in your face

Leona: Just because you go through it

Fergie: Don't mean it got to take control, no

Leona: You ain't gotta find no hiding place

Keyshia: Because the heart can beat the hate

Leona: Don't wanna let your mind keep playin' you

Keyshia: And sayin' you can't go on

Rihanna: I'm tellin' you that

Miley: Things get better
Through whatever

Rihanna: If you fall

Miley: Dust if off, don't let up

LeAnn: Don't you know you

Natasha: Can go

LeAnn: Be your own

Natasha: Miracle

Carrie: You need to know

Ensemble: CHORUS

Mary: You don't gotta be a prisoner in your mind

Ciara: If you fall, dust it off

Mary: You can live your life

Rihanna/Carrie: Yeah

Mary: Let your heart be your guide

Rihanna/Carrie: Yeah yeah yeah

Mariah: And you will know that you're good if you trust in the good

Ashanti: Everything will be alright, yeah
Light up the dark, if you follow your heart

Mary: And it will get better

Mariah: Through whatever

CHORUS

Fergie : You got it in you, find it within
You got in now, find it within now
You got in you, find it within
You got in now, find it within now
You got in you, find it within
Find it within you, find it within
Everyone: THROUGH IT ALL, JUST STAND UP

exam?

2008-12-01T21:41:00.000+08:00

no idea..ive tried my best, but still, havent be d best yet. one sweet day i guess. my budget runin out since i spent too much for junk food n all..hehe.. exam weeks la, gud excuse huh? feelin like wana let ppl view my blog, but..hurm.. im too secretive i guess. later maybe i cud tell ppl bout my long old diaries.

ngantuk..bile tgk sofea trus tak ngantuk?

2008-11-11T03:21:00.000+08:00

hehe.. lalalala.. got pbl tomorrow. wish me luck sofea! pasni kne save budget sket, n for sure kne diet..last but not least struggle hard for my studie.pray harder ryn! o sabreena! daa~

scary~

2008-11-09T12:23:00.001+08:00

wala! my classmate since we were in KTT. d other pics are all my frenz since KTT jgak.alu3 rock! well, we finished our MSP task, so rite now focusing more for unis, 3rd block exam is knockin our door every single hour. me kinda put on my weight from day to day, but it's ok. i'll try sumthg to figure it out.hehe. k sabreena. daa. nk study [damn sleepy now].. bye! XOXO

another day of my life.

2008-10-22T15:00:00.000+08:00

hey sabreena, well, as d previous week, i hv to present my mirobe sdl again n again. wuteve~ nervous tp hv to do dat. n ifeel good coz i did it better than usual, yeah, only tiny portion but at least i remember everytg dat i wanted to present.

second day of my period, n i feel iv wasted a lot of time for diz few weeks. i need to work harder for my future, not to compete wif anyone, but juz do dat for d sake of my responsibilites as His slave. wuteve it is at least ive realized my mistake. Alhamduliilah,.. so basically rite now, juz finished my microbe sdl session n we r having a break before our afternoon class at 2 wis is pharmac class. yeah, got pharmac sdl class test tomorrow, n i wish i cud gv d best shot ever. dunno y , it was so tempting to study lately, i juz lost my focus n i dunno y..so i blame diz for hormonal mbalance n me myself for bening damn lazy n not worked harder.

im hoping starting from now ill be studying hard..which means very2 hard wif nawaitu lillahita'ala..o Allah help Ur slave ea... amin.. wana call my mum but i guess tomorrow wud be better, so we can hv a long chat after stucked wif pharmac note for a very long period. d whole week i guess.

they will be goin ti managalore diz coming weekend, me n eena will be all alone in diz big apartment, n im hoping to start my previous block revision togeher wif diz current block revision..insyaAllah, where theres a will, there will be a way for me to work it out. chaiyo izan! and as im on my afford to get slim, so ive dicided to do d house chores everyday.get sweat, eat less, imit my budget, dress politely, njoi my life wif my own way.. =D sound great but im hoping it wont be like hangat2 tahi ayam..laalalala..

ka sabreena, gota go, i wana do my pharmac revision, since tonite ill only focus on my sdl note. ryns signing off for d rest of d day, meet ya tomorrow in d nxt post.

saye org nomad yg bersemangat baru untuk terus berjaya !!

2008-10-21T22:28:00.000+08:00

i wrote sumthg ea, but dh delete sbb.. nutin, juz wana hv sum privacy in my life. skeleton in d closet? yeah, i hv one. how bout ur closet ppl? xoxo-

=D flower flowering

2008-10-20T21:52:00.000+08:00

pink pink pink.im so dying to hv d pink macbook ..huwaaa... one day one time i guess. nway, last nite i was damn homesick,cried all alone since my housemate slept already.so emotional, dunno why.i juz miss my mum n my dad very much.hopin they are all good in melaka.

ruang rindu

2008-10-19T09:37:00.000+08:00

i miss home.wana be wif my mum n my dad.dayana shared her prob wif me, duno how to comfort her.maybe nura cud gv a better advice for her.

nway sabreena, i got microbe n pharmac class test next week. but im soo malas to read pharmac note even d notes are all well prepared by izzah., thnx izzah! luvu for dat.

i feel empty inside. i miss mum n dad.i miss them. miss them so much.

wafa's openhouse last nite, we went there n eat a lot! really njoy d food. so delicious.

got 2 openhouses today..raye open house n walimatul urus for ferd n ain :) soo sweet.. may Allah bless their marriage.
so hoping i wont waste my time on diz perfect sunday..study, n study ...
k sabreena, update u later.muahxz!

ur luv alone is not enuf

2008-10-14T00:31:00.001+08:00

hehe.. saje, tetibe suke lagu ni plak. hye sabreena. nway, tgh malas study skang.tak tau la angin monsun mane plak yg dtg mlm ni.tetibe je hilang mood. biarla sume org tgh study..ryn tak bleh study, nk buat camne kan. nnt tak bleh concentrate jgak., baek relax dulu =D so juz drpin by to post d lyrics of diz song..by manic street preachers.. check it out sabreena! k la..ryn nk g surf sane sini..nnt pape interested ryn update .daa.

Your love alone is not enough not enough not enough
When times get tough they get tough they get tough they get tough

Trade all your heroes in for ghosts in for ghosts in for ghosts
They’re always the one’s who love you most love you most love you most

Your love alone – is not enough not enough not enough
It’s what you felt it’s what you said what you said what you said

You said the sky would fall on you fall on you fall on you
Through all the pain your eyes stayed Blue they stayed Blue Baby Blue

But your love alone won’t save the world
You knew the secret of the universe
Despite it all you made it worse
It left you lonely it left you cursed

You stole the sun straight from my heart from my heart from heart
With no excuses just fell apart fell apart fell apart

No you won’t make a mess of me mess of me mess of me
For you’re as blind as a man can be man can be man can be

I could have seen for miles and miles
I could have made you feel alive
I could have placed us in exile
I could have shown you how too cry

Your love alone is not enough
Your love alone is not enough

open house..

2008-10-13T01:00:00.000+08:00

well, dah abes open house! wala!! haha.. so rite sume tgh setle down, wif dayan n her microbe sdl. borink huh? me penat gileeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.... esok kne bgn pagi sbb nk basuh baju n study lg.our open house? hurm..pnat jgak.walaupun me kurang contribution kan kalau nk compare dgn penghuni laen.tp ayam kami busuk..hurm..tak best btul nk serve kat or camtu kan? k la! daa..

mimpi pelik

2008-10-06T10:28:00.000+08:00

hey sabreena, i slept late last nite,bout 1.50am.. then at 3.30am eena woke me up for sahur.. i slept again n dush! my subuh is gone wif d wind.i woke up at 7.25..hoho.. wuts wrong wif d world mama? hehe..

when u got sum extra spaces n time to breath in~

2008-10-04T02:29:00.001+08:00

dear sabreena, well, today im wasting a lot of time, as if i live in a free world n no one can stop me from doing anytg dat i luv to..but only for today, i mean diz whole day n d day before~ huu~ so basically im planning to stay up for tonite since i hv more than enuf sleep n njoyment for diz few days..so i wish i cud revise sum lecture note to prepare for coming university exam.

thinking bout my status for now, i wud say, im still waiting for him..if hes d one..if not, i wish im waiting for sumone better =D insyaAllah~ k sabreena.dats all for tonite. haa, one more thing, i hv to learn how to hv an ideal budget for my future.hurm~ am working out for it. k then.daa~

i wana restart myself all over again

2008-09-28T08:53:00.000+08:00

we had gathering last nite. dat was great, we spent d whole nite together n everyone did enjoy it. but, i had a bad feeling bout myself who dun hv any main role there. ~ hurm.not anyones fault. k then.dats all i guess..planning to go to d libry diz mornig.bit, let see how things getin on today~ daa sabreena.muahx!

hope?

2008-09-17T18:28:00.000+08:00

hurm.. damn lazy + bored +down today..they alwiz got better than me..hu~ wth ryn? nway, Alhamdulillah coz all of us did very well i guess. tomorrow wud be d last day, but im not satisfied enuf wif myself. i wish i cud do much better than wut i got rite now. but all in all, i wana change to be sumone better.ya Allah, plz help me... brb.

kenape?

2008-09-13T00:21:00.000+08:00

knp mls sgt ? sbb bonda tak pnah marah kalau tido smpai tgh hari.. hehe.. smpai ptg pun takpe slagi tak langgar waktu zuhur..knp sensitif sgt? sbb ayahanda tak pnah mrh..kalau ade buat salah, ayahanda suh bonda yg tegur kan.. hurm.. bunyik mcm best je jadi diri sendiri, tp bile berada kat dunia luar, org malas ni susah nk berjaye, dan org sensitif ni susah nk bergaul.. takpe la, selagi ade kesedaran, insyaAllah, segala kelemahan bleh diatasi.. pape pun, terima kasih bonda dan ayahanda =D

politic?

2008-09-12T05:44:00.000+08:00

bkn tanak amik tau hal politik, tp takut tersalah bawaan..takut tersalah pegangan.. politic such a big issue for me.. but since i got stuck in Tun Mahathir's blog ..i start to realize, how long shud i wait..who shud i rely on.. whos d best leader for my country..n it is my resposibilitie to be in d knw bout my own country. we r d next generation..let d old folk done their agenda, youngsters like us juz relax, watch n learn from their misleading or their creadibility as d leaders nowadays.. all in all, i admit politic is a dirty world.. like it or not, i must alert d ups n downs of Malaysia.

simply said, all of us, you, me, them,..ALL>> must be ready to be d coming leader.. how to iniate d pontential we alredy hv a d leader? lead urself first..as easy as ABC rite? read n think!

hurm?

2008-09-12T01:45:00.000+08:00

To be able to move on, one has to learn to forgive not only the person (or people) who have done one wrong but also oneself.. yeah, im movin on.. hehe.. wut was d first step? shopping! kekekekeke..

first ramadhan

2008-09-01T16:59:00.000+08:00

hey sabreena.. ive been refreshing in london, then rite now im in my home sweet home..first day of ramadhan, n most of day, i was sleeping..sumthing wrong wif my right ears but i cant do anything coz im fasting rite now..so im hoping along will feel free to send me to d clinic..shes kinda bz rite now.hurm~k sabreena..im hoping to get well soon..daa~

Alhamdulillah..kami dh slamat sampai

2008-08-22T21:48:00.000+08:00

journey ke london sgt byk rintsngan n dugaan..but alas, we reached ea early in diz morning.. so many things happen,bad n sweet memories butr most of them r bad..as if really2 bad..u knw y is it dat bad? coz india government is totally sux! hell ya! on 20th august we went to udupi train station at 7.45pm..since d train scheduled at 8.50pm..but then, when we asked at d counter, they told us dat our train is delayed till 11.15 pm..huh`..ok fine! i can wait!! waiting for more than 2hrs,wif dumb-look rabid dogs lepaking around us..damn bored! later, d train arrived n we fall asleep as soon we got on d train.. hows d train condition???hoho.. u shud try on ur own! but if a fussy gurl like me cud survive there, y dun u? rite? haha.. but i hope dat was my last trip on dat train..gagaga.. we gota meet an uncle who had his cabin same wif us, hes d one who helped yus out when we reach mumbail train station..he found an auto for us,which cost rs1200 for 60km distance to mumbai international airport.. but,d journey to d airport not dat easy.. wuts next?i'll telll ya soon. we also met a bapok wif saree who begged for money..we tot they only disturb d guys,but unfortunately,they came to uss too..wala!!!!!!! hell ya bapok! but rs10 was d opnly way to chase him/her? [?] away... how boiut d other begger? naah, nora tot me to pretent dat we were sleeping, n it works!but not for dat gay..hehe. oh yeah, we also met dis guy, who tried so hard be nice to us..yeah, hes nice but...errr, i guess he wanted to flirt eena.lol!

ok wuts came up next?.. as i told juz now, we took an auto, but he CHEATED on us..gagaga..at first he told us not to pay for d toll,but at d toll counter he asked for rs15..sux! after a halfway, he trold us dat d tyre is flat..but he lied! d auto still cud move smoothly! hell ya auto-man!!! he sent us to taxi station, n we saw him had a short conversatipon, n for sure we didnt understand rite? so he asked us to get into d taxi, n we paid only rs800 to him,d balance was for dat taxi driver...n he paid rs10 for our toll..bongok!mane lg rs5?? huh'..stupid mumbai man! err..dah lame masuk zohor kat sini..i'll back to u very soon k sabreena..wana hv my bath n perform my zohor prayer.. chow!

k then..sambung cite blk..so we continued our journey with dat taxi..d driver didnt knw where to drop us ..n kept asking ppl around there,he got so emotional when a man gv him a wrong info..but i guess, hes d one who gv wrong question..gagagaga.. funny isnt it?

we reached mumbai airport in 21st august evening,forgot to tell ya,we spent around 15hrs in d train..hehe... but yet im satill alive! ok now, few things bout mumbai international airport..

our flight scheduled at 2.15am-22 august, but we reached there at 2.15pm on 21st august..lalalalala..so we parked our luggage n lepaking on d seats available there..after few hours,theres an ugly old woman wif messy hair (but shes still young i guess,young but look old =p)..she asked us at wut time our flight scheduled..n we told her..then she said sumthing kinda annnoyed me, yeah, husnuzhon...she asked us to lepaking at d other seats bcoze our its too eraly for us to be there..gagaga.. she chased ur away??!!!!!!!!!! annoying ugly woman!
its time for us to check in n hv our boarding ticket..i brought my luggage wif me,it's too heavy to put it on dat weight scale,so i look very clumsy at dat time, then out of suddden ,i heard 'good evning ma'am,...............owh my God!!!!!!!!!!!!!! d guy at d counter was totally cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! more handsome than alex yong! wala!!!! he makes me crazy till today..hahahaha..well, im not alone, nura n eena hv d same tot..then eena asked him 'is it possible for us to sit together?'... he replied...'ok,i'll see how can i help u..[wif smile]' ..gagagaga,,im melting, he tried so hard to get 3 seats for us to be together, he's sweating!!! is it bcoz hes nervous to face wif cute young ladie like us?gagagagagaga.. n finally, after few minutes, wala! we got to be together,tenkliu mr cute guy! adakah ini jodoh kami??????????? hahahahahaha..crazy housemates!
ok..n diz is d worst part..we went for emigration registration..i stood up at d counter, gv my passport, exit entry, boarding ticket.etc..then dat stupid dog-like guy asked me so many question...huh! i was stuck there...seems like we r not allowed to visit other country from india..he asked me..'y do uwant to go to london?next time, u go back to ur own country..etc etc etc'... so many things happen, he called his manager n all..interrogate me..n finally he let me go..SUX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! INDIA TOTALLY SUX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! not only dat, for d next inspection, d stupid,ugly, bitch, prostitute,evil india ppl kept interrogate me..hell u! we come to london wif our own money! stupi! sux! hellllllllllllllllllllllllllllll!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dun u ever dream to see my coming generation leave their footstep ea! gagagaga..emo2.. tp mmg emo pun, maybe becoz we r muslim, wif tudung, black tudung..as if we r 'kumpulan gagak hitam' yg nk bomb airport mumbai, gagagaga...but if u wana see how rabid dog look like, juz come to mumbai international airport n meet d ppl there! hahahaha! lol!

Alhamdulillah,finall we reach om d plane..hey london! we r on our way to reach u! gagagaga..but not dat excited coz totally pissed off wif indian rabid ppl.. after about 8 hrs, we arrived ea[im in london rite now].... so now...we kept praying so dat no one will treat us like a culprit during d pasport control inspection..we q, finally...hu.......... d ppl ea really nice, really frenly, they r much2 better than indian rabid ppl...alhamdulillah..they welcome us to njoi our holiday here... no d journey had begun..

kak long picked us up wif her father in law,Jeff, a really nice guy,so fatherly, helped me wif my giant luggage,gagagaga..then he drove us to kak long's us..kak long's mother in law, carol already in kak long's home..shes nice, pretty n frenly =).. i like them! wheres kak long's husband?.. owh, hes not feeling very well, he showed up his face wif salam...hes cute, hensem, but he looked sick,.. later we figured out from kak long dat her hubby needs to go to hospital everyday..duno y, but kak long promised us to tell about him later..then, kak long left us alone in her home,well, not along, coz Princess is ea! a cute healthy cat! soooooo cute but not so frenly..shes hiding in d closet since we arrived..hehe.. poor Princess..

after kak long went to her ofis, both of us, fall down..zZzZzZZzzzzz.. kak long gv us a call n told us wut to eat,n promised us to bring food when she come home.. so rite now, me n nora juz lepaking around her house...already unpacked n hv a good rest, eat alot of apple, n now watch tv together!hehe.. k then, update u later if i hv enuf time n chance to use kak long's pc..

exam stress

2008-08-16T03:59:00.000+08:00

hye sabreena, i wasnt in a good mood to study, so many things to be covered, and im kinda sick and tired while all dis stuDYING thingy.yeah u knw me..it's late now, but i juz dun bother..i really wana do my best..i dun want d same thing happen again..wish me luck k! so, i hv to wake up early tomorrow, gota to study more harder..study n study..remember diz n dat..praying Allah will help me out tomorrow..insyaAllah..k sabreena, since we were watching 'kasih kuseru' diz evening.im kinda..hurmm..naah,it's ok..hehe..k then.daaa.. my new azam tomorrow; KEEP ON STUDYING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! JGN MLSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS! HAFAL SUME BENDE YG KAMU TAK HAFAL LAGI! PAHAM! k..dats it,chow!

u can do it ryn!

2008-08-14T19:10:00.000+08:00

walla!!!!!!!! sabreena! patho td sgt sux! blur gile! soklan snang pun bleh blur..huwaaa.. i screwed it up! huhu.. how come ryn??!! help me sabreena! sumone plz rescue me! nway, ..hurm..i got backache today..out of sudden, duno why, maybe coz im tooo tired! as in totally tired! from last nite i cud feel d bad feelings bout diz exam, im hoping, i can pass my patho paper...dat is gud enuh for a lazy gurl like me!

so wut's coming up next ryn? hurmm..study! from diz moment, i promise myself to sincerely study, more dedicated,more focus, keep on memorizing everytg...i dun want to feel regret again n again..i feel bad wif my ownself.. i feel like im sooo stupid..but Allah knw better..im praying for His bless in wuteve i do... k sabreena..gota go now! bye sabreena!

tiap kali exam mesti takde mood

2008-08-12T21:58:00.000+08:00

dear sabreena, im counting down d day to face my second block exam, it's pretty hard coz my right ear is congested by mucous n it feel sooo irritating. nway, no matter wut, i hv to struggle really2 hard for diz exam..i wana do my very best to achieve my dream, my hope.. n all in all, everytg dat ive done, is becoze of Allah..not for anytg else..

hey sabreena, i cant stop thinking of ray..d memories knock my head every minute, n my heart beat always hv his name as d blood pumped into d ventricle..huhu.. first luv..naah.. he moves on rite now..but me? yeah, i hv my own life too...i hv myself n d memories..

where can i hv d momentum to study ..huwaaaa..wake up ezan! one day left, then ur big day will come to u again, n u hv to make sure u gv ur best shot! walaaa!!!! tanak regret lg..tanak nanges lg mase dpt result..i wana do my very best diz time..k la sabreena..gota go. kne study!byeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

pening!!!!!!!! =(

2008-08-11T01:04:00.001+08:00

smile =D

2008-07-26T14:06:00.000+08:00

hey! im back..alhamdulillah.. ive done all d things for d week..so i shud start wif my next revision early in diz morning..but..hurm.. dun really hv a good momentum for dat.. so i was juz hanging round, doin nuthin, bz wif my lappy..music, gagagaga..then when i got d mood to face my book, my stomach singing happily..huuu..cmon cheff inn~ im waiting..yuuhooo.. hehe.

well, d above pic are all my hpousemates..kinda happy go lucky,went to d libry together, n do so many things together..yeah, i luv u babe! nway, i hv to go for pathology visit session diz afternoon, huaaa..its raining, how am i supposed to go there.. auto? huu... diz is d rite season for me to 'berhibernasi' ..haha.. k sabreena. gota go..back to my microbe - Measles thingy =p

hye sabreena

2008-07-14T18:19:00.000+08:00

.. pic mase kat mangalore..g sane 3 minggu yg lpas..nutin much there our mentor..mase ni anak die ade upacara ape tah..

well...tgh byk keje actually, tp malas..huaaaa.. sampai bile la nk gni.
nway..microbe class test will be on diz thursday..no matter wut, im gona do my best shot diz time!huuu!! k la sabreena.not in a good mood to talk to u.later k.daaa.

study dan terus study

2008-06-10T03:51:00.000+08:00

nutin special..spending d whole day n nite in my bedroom with ryu.. thnx ryu for keep me company..wut did i do? hehe.. nutin much..STUDY laaaa!!! wut else? huhu.. i wana go off to bed now coz need to wake up early tomorrow. i need to reread my patho n microbe a lil bit coz we'll be having our practical revision tomorrow. owh yeah, sabreena, remind me to withdraw my money tomorrow k! wink! wink! chaiyo! chaiyo! keep on moving izan! bk lg kne bace..i wana do very well for my first block, since diz is d real basic for my course. so all d best to myself..! dun gv up! kne bejuang hingga ke titisan yg terakhir! ehem! hehe.. k sabreena, take to u later.! luv ya! muah! muah!

bile diberi nikmat mase yg panjang...

2008-06-08T04:07:00.000+08:00

baru pas view blog kite yg lame..it reminds me all d blogaholic dat i used to knw.. those wif different background, yg kepale sume pening2, opinion yg sgt2 brilliant, n yg selalu drop by at my blog juz to say " keyboard laptop dh rosak ke??? tak reti2 update??!!".. haha.. miss u zed..

it has been a very long hiatus i didnt write anytg bout myself, bout real life, fairy tale, dreams, hopes n all... u knw y? simple, i lost my hope..ive erased my dreams.. so many things happen, ppl cum n go in my life, sum make me laugh, n sum make me cry.. all after all, every single thing in my life come wif reasons..rite?..n i guess dats how we shud deal wif our life..no hatred, juz luv... wink! wink! LOVE..haha.. oohh plzzzzzzz dun let me think bout it..!!!!

ade forum ptg td - "kahwin semasa belajar.".. hehe.. but sadly i didnt join them..it's a big issue, dun wana think bout it anymore coz kite tak matang lg!!! wala!..hehe.. bkn tanak g, tp mmg malas, n tgh ade mood nk study patho..so, decided not going n stayed home wif my belated-bufday-housemate, eena! lalalaalala. goreng fries..nyum nyum! n habiskan sebelum housemate laen yg balik..hihihi.. u knw y? sbb kami berdua lapar gileeeeeeeee...

then, mase magrib, sumone msg me through YM...hurm..takpe la, better keep it low..dun feel like telling anyone bout it.hehe.. wink! wink!

hey it's late..my head dh stuck bile teringat cerite ptg td... cant type anytg now..blur~... k sabreena, wish me luck, sbb esok nk study dgn pnuh sungguh2! tanak memaen lg mcm ari ni..ye la..ryu asyik ajak tido je ujan2 gni..ape la ryu ni! k then.. nyte sabreena.

im back!

2008-06-03T15:51:00.000+08:00

hey sabreena..ive been trying so hard to find diz new layout for u.. hope u like ur new layout..anyway, i think i wana be more serious in blogging..not for othhers, but for me..yeah..me myself....
so, i'll start wif diz pic..shida dgn kite! hehe.. kudus gile rite? well, tgh tak btul mlm ni..rase relief pun ade sbb dh lepaskan satu beban..yeah.. it's a burden wif me to hv a messy relationship.. so, for u babe, better watch out..letih la hidup gni.. pnuh dgn teka-teki.. k la..am tired! i'll update u later k sabreena.. blog lame dh delete sbb.dunno..byk sgt history..catch u later! nyte2!

smiLe!!!! =D